Self Assessment

Yesterday I was having a discussion with my wife about not watching the News. She likes it and I don’t. She feels its very informative, and I think there’s nothing good that comes from it! Of course we ended up having a disagreement. When it was over I sat there and re analyzed the disagreement, and instead always trying to figure out where I was right in the disagreement I looked for where I was wrong. It had occurred to me that I was want ppl to do things at my pace, and time. If and when she’s ready to make that decision to watch it or not is hers to make.

I’m A Fraud

I looked in the mirror and didn’t know who I was. The person I saw didn’t exist in my world. For so long ive fought the person I wanna be, for someone people want me to be. I’m cheating my wife and kids for the man they know isn’t really me. Money doesn’t make me happy nor does material things. Each day that goes by and I’m not living in my purpose feels like a day wasted, and it’s starting to drain on me. I’m beyond blessed for what God has done for me, yet there’s a empty space inside of me. The feeling never goes away, I have to be real with myself before I’m lost in societies definition of happiness. Will I find my way? Only time will tell!!!